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Lycra and Lace

What is he looking at? The dancer in a blue biketard bounds around the stage, his curly hair flip-flopping as his head snaps right, left, and center. Sometimes, he waves a single arm slowly like an elephant trunk, then turns and stares contemplatively into the wings. He spins, leaps, and throws his head back, then pauses in a grandiose pose with arms frozen in a wide open “V” facing straight front. His lips curl, and his eyelashes flutter. Then, he tumbles backwards, nervously glancing behind himself as if dragged away by a disapproving mother.

 

Performance

Tere O'Connor Dance: “Construct-a-Guy.” / “The Lace”

Place

New York Live Arts, New York, NY, December 3, 2025

Words

Cecilia Whalen

Tim Bendernagel in Tere O'Connor's “Construct-a-Guy.” Photograph by Maria Baranova, courtesy of New York Live Arts

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The dancer in the biketard is Tim Bendernagel of Tere O'Connor Dance, but it used to be O'Connor, himself. At New York Live Arts for two weekends, December 3-6 and 10-13, Bendernagel performs O'Connor's first dance, “Construct-a-Guy,” a solo made for what was Dance Theater Workshop's emerging Choreographer's Showcase in 1984. 

“Construct-a-Guy” is full of these changes-on-a-dime. Bendernagel—who is slim and lanky and full of wit —leaps, spins, and boogies, then pauses to walk around or stand still. The score does something similar, beginning with techno rock that fades in and out, then the sound of a saw, and lastly, groovy percussion. 

The opening of juxtaposed silence and '80s workout music, which is repeated a few times, places the soloist in an intimate space: it's as if he's practicing some routine that he just can't get right, pausing to restart over and over. 

Maybe he's in his bedroom. He's definitely “in the closet, or slowly moving out of it,” O'Connor said of his younger self and particularly his younger dancing self in “Construct-a-Guy.” The piece was made when O'Connor was in his mid-twenties and still “zigzagging against the dangers” of being gay. 

Tere O'Connor Dance in “The Lace” by Tere O'Connor. Photograph by Maria Baranova, courtesy of New York Live Arts

After Bendernagel's performance of “Construct-a-Guy,” O'Connor took to the stage to talk about his work and “demystify” his choreography. (In addition to being an award-winning choreographer, O'Connor is a celebrated educator who speaks with detailed insight, humility, and humor.) “Construct-a-Guy,” O'Connor said, came out of his “closeted mind,” in particular the double consciousness needed to ensure safety as a gay person. O'Connor described being a young man and obsessing over daily interactions, worried each time that his mannerisms or speech would reveal his sexuality. He described the quick changes of gaze that he'd make, afraid of being caught admiring other men.  

This “closeted” double consciousness as well as structural “zigzagging” shows up frequently in his choreography. O'Connor views his work as “archives of thought,” both specifically related to the “closeted” experience as well as to general human stream of conscious. “The amount of emotional weather that people go through in a day is very complicated but never mentioned,” O'Connor said recently in an interview with the New York Times. “You leave the house in the morning thinking, ‘How am I going to pay that bill?’ Then it’s ‘Oh, look at that beautiful wrought-iron railing’ and ‘I’m hungry.'“

O'Connor said he doesn't like the labels “abstract, experimental, or avant-garde,” though neither does he intend for his work to have a singular or direct interpretation. He knows that people will project meaning onto anything, and said he hopes his work allows for multiple coexisting interpretations. “I want to make a projection field for people that's porous,” O'Connor said.  

Tere O'Connor Dance in “The Lace” by Tere O'Connor. Photograph by Maria Baranova, courtesy of New York Live Arts

Following O'Connor's oldest work was his latest work, “The Lace,” which responds in some ways, movement and structure-wise, to “Construct-a-Guy.” 

“The Lace” is a piece for six dancers with a striking lighting design of glowing Xs marking the outer thirds of the stage by Michael O'Connor. The dancers, in beige, business-casual costumes by Reid Bartelme and Harriet Jung, move in and out of the “X” marks with swimming arm movements.  

The group of six interweave and disperse, transforming into duets, trios, and solos. As in “Construct-a-Guy,” various sound scores fade in and out with prolonged silences in between. 

In his talk, O'Connor mentioned that the “meanings” of his pieces are found not necessarily in individual movements but in the sequences of the movement. In “The Lace,” movements transform as they travel through bodies and space. For example, in one instance, dancers gather closely and gently grab each other's hands, examining each's nails. One dancer begins pulling his hand away so as not to be studied. He twists his upper body as he jerks away. Suddenly, we see this reflexive twist lead into a series of upper body twists that lead into a traveling phrase which changes directions, each twist leading the way to a new spot. 

Before the traveling phrase, the twist was just a human reaction to unsolicited touch. But after the traveling phrase, the twist is revealed to be any number of things: a gust of wind that pushes the dancers across the floor; a door that is flung open into a new portal. 

In “The Lace,” even the dancers seem to be experiencing the movement differently. Some legs are higher or more bent than others in extensions; some arms are tense while others are relaxed in courtly walks. In unison sections where the group faces front, the dancers look around the theater at different places—out and up to the furthest audience rows, to the side, or to individual audience members right in front. In sillier moments—such as the group bursting into vibrating jazz hands—some dancers laughed, while others looked solemn. The last look is together, a sharp turn of the head to stage left followed by a blackout. 

The ending of “The Lace” is abrupt. What were they looking at? the audience wonders. Was there something the audience didn't see? 

You might ask O'Connor, and he'd have some ideas. It's more likely, however, that he'd simply return the question, encouraging reflection in his professorial way: What are you looking at? he might ask. What did you see? 

Cecilia Whalen


Cecilia Whalen is a New York City-based dancer, choreographer, and writer. She is a graduate of the Martha Graham School and the University of North Carolina at Charlotte. In addition to her work with Fjord, her writing can be found in various publications, including Dance Magazine and Commonweal Magazine

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