What response did you receive after the book was published, both from people at PNB and elsewhere?
PNB was kind of quiet about it. It just kind of came and went. Frankly, I expected that people were going to figure out that it ought to be taught in arts administration classes. There's nothing else that takes you into an arts organization. I mean, with money issues and how long is it going to take to do X and logistics and can we do this within our budget? I mean, all that stuff, that's just not in other books, and it's to their credit that they let me sit in on all those meetings. It opened up a whole new world that I think a lot of people have no idea about at all. There's this whole enterprise behind the dancers and without the enterprise, we wouldn't have a business.
Did the way that you viewed dance change after getting to see so much of the rehearsal process?
Oh, sure, I mean, it couldn't help it. A lot of that was a real education in terms of seeing how things work. And there was a lot of stuff that, because you were closer to it and because it was juxtaposed with other things in ways that it wouldn't be on the stage. You get a sense of how much the people make a difference.
Was there an aspect of going behind the scenes that you most enjoyed recording or witnessing?
I think seeing the differences between the stagers was an eye-opener. Everybody had a different method. No two were exactly alike in how they decided to get this thing on the stage. Some were better than others in communicating. Partially because they knew the work better. I think that was a real key. And some were just not great with their time and the dancers' time.
18 years later, what stands out to you most about the entire experience?
To write a book and spend the time, you really have to enjoy the process of what you're seeing. And I don't think there was a day that I didn't learn something. It was just a wonderful project.
You know, the writing took me longer than it should have, but I learned from that. It was a wonderful project. I learned an immense amount from it.
I was in second grade during that season, so I have lovely memories of that era of dancers, but to actually peek behind the curtain of the fairy tales I was seeing, to know how these pieces came together, is a tremendous gift.
It was just great. Every morning I'd get up, and it's like, let's see what we're going to find out today. There's always something interesting going on. There's a tendency, I think, to feel like you're one of them, but you're not. You're on the outside. And so, to an extent, you do your best to bring what they're bringing to it, but it's imperfect.
Well, and to show all the behind-the-scenes . . . all the people who don't get to take a bow at the end of a performance. They’re there every day, and it’s remarkable.
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